Monday, May 13th, 2013

Today is Monday. Well, unlike other people, usually I love Mondays. But today, I didn't feel like loving Monday at all. Today, I woke up at 05:27, when I needed to wake up at 05.00. My alarm rang, so I turned it off, but then I went to sleep again, because on 01.00, I woke and I can't sleep. So I was late on my whole morning schedule.
Then in the school I had the last Mandarin test. I already studied hard yesterday, so I think I did well on the test. But suddenly when I was in the middle of doing the test, my body started going hot and my stomach hurts so much that I stopped working on my Mandarin test and asked permission to the teacher to ask for pills and medicine. So I ate 2 pills, then I continued working on my test. It still hurts badly, but it was better than before.
After the test was finished, I went to the canteen and bought fried rice because my stomach needs food too. Then, when break time is over, we had a lot of time in the class because there is no more studying with the teacher anymore. Because of that, I spent my time to tell what's in my heart to Evan as friend.
I told Evan, that my problem with Shella & Jeros is fine, we're not fighting like before, but just being quiet to each other. But remember, there's still 1 big problem, which is Gian who is acting like he is helping Shella & Jeros then hated me. Well, I really hate Gian too. Months ago we argued and made awful writings to each other via Twitter. But now I stopped. I thought Gian would stop too. But guess what? He freakin' didn't. In school also, he is acting like he is disgusted with me, when I should've been the one who's disgusted with him. He avoids me in school. I was okay with all that.
UNTIL, few weeks ago he provoked my friend, Pieter, so that Pieter now also hates me, and trying to find all my mistakes. Also he provoked Aldo, one of my boy best friend. Damn, I hate Jabriel Gian so much. If he wants to make problem and fight with me, don't be a chicken and bring other people around when he is the one who is the source of the problem! Sorry, but I really want to slap his face real real hard until it bleeds! I've been so patient and calm with him but what he does is only trying to make everything worse. While telling this story to Evan, I cried. Yeah, I cried in class. I don't care if anyone looks at me. I just want to tell my story and ask for help.


>Hey 6th grade, I can't move on from you. I miss you and miss the time when I had the REAL FREAKIN' FRIENDSHIPS! The most special time in my whole life is in the 6th grade. Damn it, time can't go back! How I miss my crazy rockin' class, 6E :( <